Hate to say this...

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...but i have too..i'm not in the mood to blog or whatever for the time being..its not that i've give up in blogging world but its my feelings rite now that blow my moods away..

So sorry guys...but deep down inside i really miss my gorjes bloggers, miss to read all ur stories n ramblings..unfortunately, i'm very stressed rite now..am trying to adapt the situations, its not a big deal actually but IT IS to me..i need some space ...i wish to have the good old days back, which i dont know when is the time..he kept telling me to be patience, and to be strong..i am, outside of me..but inside, who knows? I am human being who sometime cant really control my emotions..tears will easily comes out from my eyes and i had head ache since since forever i guess??..where some people might think this is crazy or "hover dia ni" or whatever..or they tot that this is only a small matter and why on earth this woman is acting this way?? ..ya whatever..we're only humans and we are different from each other..

I am hoping that, time will move fast..i am waiting for the normal life back in actions..i know this is not his fault..sorry darling, its just me being silly..u are the one who should be more stress out ,but u didnt show it to us.. i'm the one who feel very sorry for u..

I missed everything about us..we missed u so much..i missed u guys too ;(

gorjesmum will be back in action soonest possible..am dying "to share my thoughts, feelings, emotions and experiences" with u...my new motto :D