I rasa betul-betul menyesal yang amat sangat.After read this blog from this wonderful lady, i rasa menyesal sangat tak menyusukan my babies secara exclusive..padahal i ni housewife dari my 1st baby lagi..
My first baby i BF her until shes 1 years old ++..but that time pun i still campur dengan susu formula..i taktau macamane nak cakap,but my mind set that my baby still hungry if i just BF her coz i rasa my susu sikit je not enough for her..Teruk kan?Ni lah hasil nya bila kurang info..
My second baby lagi la teruk time ni..i cant produce anymore BF milk few months after i habis pantang..Memang i rasa down sangat, i did try to eat sup lobak putih, n whatso ever petua2 yang orang bagi, but still the same..i pon pelik sangat but its my bad lah..i admit. I ada pegi jumpa doctor n she gave me pills untuk i produce more milks but still,failed..Dahla masa tu i dok jauh ngan family, me n hubby macam lost je tak tau nak buat ape..that was in the year of 2005, and 2007.
BUT, now this wonderful lady,even shes younger than me,but she is totally more matured than me.She attended the Exclusive breastfeeding classes (which i dont even think about it before)..yes i amek benda2 ni sume remeh temeh..my bad! This wonderful lady also give me the strength n tips which i will do it for my 3rd baby, definately..I've told my hubby bout this n he too agree..I told him we have to work together to make it happen..Its important to get support especially from the husband..Its not that before this he did not give any support to me, but we just dont know the right things to do..our bad.
InsyaAllah kalo diizinkan Allah, next year..kalo tercepat pon i terima dengan hati yang terbuka coz i am mentally n physically ready for this.. i just can't wait to exclusively breastfeed my baby..
To Neesa n Nana..i am soooo sorry..mama menyesal sangat sampai tak terkata..if i could turn back time, i would do it all over again just for both of u..mama n ayah really regret we dont put much effort on that part..we miss it and really regret.
To Ema, u r really a wonderful lady..just admit it darling :) its nice to have a good fren like u..i'll appreciate this relation so much..muahhh luvyah!
To my SIL Delia which now 23weeks preggy, you too kene buat camni..working mum can do it ,its proven..:)